Think less, eat more

[maccaz]

edit. no point.

[Realtalk]

Good on you for choosing a UPANZ Comp for your first one. I am going to try and come up for it so if I do I will help you out.

 

do it!

[Realtalk]

what made you choose upanz bro? i don't blame you. I remember you were going to do a gpc comp previously. Did you read my posts uncovering the corruption, incompetence and dodgy BS of gpc nz?

[FellowshipOfTheRon]

im so confused but thanks for ur support niggaz. @maccaz nah bro in a way she made it quite clear that theres no interest in that regard, or atleast that how i interpreted. not in the right state to be confused and shit right now trying to interpret signals just gonna take it easy and enjoy the friendship cos atleast gives me shit to do in weekends other than f*ck around on my work laptop or be a loner.  i cant change being indian and tbh im proud of my culture and shit like that. theres a lot of faggots that f*ck it up but something superficial like tinder i have 0% chance to change the sterotypes so screw it i just hope i find girl hiking in the bush some day or at gym or work or something.

 

 

shot @Realtalk see you there if you end up coming man. im feeling weak as fuk but will go. also skeletor said the gpc  thing is on sunday so keen to check out some of the big mofos from here doing their thing.

 

trained chest today, lost lots of strength, f*ck . trying to get my shit together again . on the plus side, depleted but looking leaner... doubt i lost 6 kg of fat but must be decent amount down to be starting to look like this. 61.2kg today .. still on those electrolytes, water, creatine hcl, fast and slow carbs etc. etc. didnt do any cardio since saturday either. what is fastest way to regain water weight? is it that important? atlesat for now the loss in waterweight seems to be affecting my strength in gym.

 

 

[FellowshipOfTheRon]

1 minute ago, Realtalk said:

what made you choose upanz bro? i don't blame you. I remember you were going to do a gpc comp previously. Did you read my posts uncovering the corruption, incompetence and dodgy BS of gpc nz?

bro i didnt read that but will find it and educate myself. i ended up choosing upanz because the first comp was around same time as my tongariro trip and also cos a mate suggested that to me as an alternative

[PETN]

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[FellowshipOfTheRon]

9 minutes ago, PETN said:

Friendzoned lol...f*ck. I'd cut contact asap. That's basically like girl thinking you aren't good enough but using you coz she's bored. Unless it's mutual which it obviously isn't that's fucked. Be good opportunity to get pics with her though and use one on your tinder to show that you are capable of being around white girls without raping, throwing acid on them or being massive creep. Also pre-selection. Have a read:

http://brobible.com/life/article/preselection-can-get-you-laid/

 

 

You have f*ck all chance of finding missus in any of those places you mentioned. Shit having missus compared to being single in lot of ways anyway (good in other ways but not sure overall if worth it?) so I wouldn't worry about it. Maybe buy a Filipina or get parents to hook you up with arranged marriage of you're that keen on relationship? If just want root occasionally get prostitute. Cost you less than time youre likely wasting on tinder etc is worth. Inb4 hookers say 'no Indians'.

 

 

lol f*ck i have much to learn about girls and life in general.  i spent the last 10 yrs of my life being a complet antisocial workaholic/study freak, people on this forum aint even met me and know me better than the people i see in my daily life. 

 

i went eurotrip for a month start of year and when i came back i had this big shock and started to feel lonely for the first time ever, havent been able to shake it off yet, dont know if female is what i need or just friends in general. anyway for now powerlifting has proven a good distraction but i gotta sort my life out soon enough. gonna keep trying to get out there doing what i enjooy, i enjoy being outside hiking and shit, hate being in big groups of randoms, in clubs, bars, etc. done all that in europe with contiki group, some good drunk stories came out of that but overall not my thing. where else to meet friends/girls? i have 0 clue about how to be normal , maybe i am a typical indian creep after all LOL  , anyone on this forum met me in person, pls confirm

 

reading your brobible article now

[maccaz]

gc for being proud of race etc.

f*ck tinder etc, people go on there for easy f*ck anyway, no use for relationship really, and i am puzzled whenmy mates that have got long term girlfriends on there.

 

just keep doing your shit and dont stress too much, this kind of thing figures itself out

[maccaz]

petn, i can confirm the preselection thing is 100% effective, although i didnt know there is a name for it

[PETN]

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[FellowshipOfTheRon]

gonna master this shit. got a few pics of me with girls from eurotrip, strangely i was popular over there, everyone curious about my accent was so easy compared to here lol

[GyzzBrah]

Well quite often the sterotypes are only true in certain instances. Like in otago (mostly white place) I sometimes see normal indian people who have good friends, smash box and are cool to be around etc. They act just like everyone else and girls dont seem put off by them in town etc.

 

On the other hand, in one of my rants I talked about an indian "squad", and in certain nightclubs etc we see these "squads" of mostly young men who look very creepy and go to town as a insular group etc. They always dance together in a circle in clubs, with everyone backing away and feeling grossed out when they stare etc, probably FOB's or international students.

 

The latter is what girls and just people in general dont like.

 

Arent you like in your late 30's?

[BeastBuilder]

1 hour ago, Realtalk said:

what made you choose upanz bro? i don't blame you. I remember you were going to do a gpc comp previously. Did you read my posts uncovering the corruption, incompetence and dodgy BS of gpc nz?

 

Are you done ?

For someone who doesn't care you're dragging this out an awful lot.

 

FOTR just do you man, sluts and bitches are everywhere, when you find a nice girl who's worth your time then you'll see what it's supposed to be like. It sounds cheesy as f*ck but it is hard to find the diamonds in amongst all the coal and rocks (inb4 phaggot lol).

I never used Tinder as I got with my current missus just before it became a thing but there's not many people on there who find happy relationships.

[PETN]

On 06/07/2016 at 8:45 PM, FellowshipOfTheRon said:

 

 

 

[FellowshipOfTheRon]

man you and realtalk always bring the realtalk to the convo, thanks for advices. that weekend tramping this is what i got going on hence dont even mind the friendzone, i get to go out with people that have similar interests every week and feel slightly better / less lonely in that regard, though it still strikes at times its not as bad as when im just at gym or at home working til midnight

[Realtalk]

The females are on the Sunday and the bench only I think. Compete though, it is better than watching. Yeah man I'll try hard to come up. Might even lift. Will let you know. 

[jimmybro1]

On 7/6/2016 at 0:36 AM, Pseudonym said:

I've got a mate who's a PM at IBM... his promotion worked exactly the same way. Maybe it's an IT thing.

Nope its the same for engineering 

[jimmybro1]

This trend is interesting! 

 

OP Tinder probably isn't your game lad, like you said women are hounded on their.  Clubs also poor choice as indians seem most seedy in this location. 

 

Just do social shit and you will forgot the other BS. Play a sport I propose hockey those chicks get down and nasty haahahahah

[Realtalk]

What is this, the kkk idiot advice line? Lol

 

[HarryB]

2 hours ago, Realtalk said:

What is this, the kkk idiot advice line? Lol

 

 

Sponsored by Trump #buildawall 

[bang_bang]

This forums so dead I'm reading random journals.

 

Sadly you've been cock blocked by your fellow countrymen brah

[jimmybro1]

6 hours ago, Realtalk said:

What is this, the kkk idiot advice line? Lol

 

Makes more interesting reading than what lulu yoga pants basic bitch Rebecca brought today #fitspo 

[Realtalk]

I removed the last post by the person who posted it.

You have had your say full of boarderline racism. But no need for false accusations and attacks like that. 

Too far bro.

[FellowshipOfTheRon]

lol thx brahs this place is full of interesting people,  i been feeling down again and think ive transitioned to 100% mental. i was just gonna keep some things to myself and end it soon yolo style but let me turn this lifting thread in to kkk counselling and see if anyone can help? i feel good when i go out in weekends then go back to work smashes every ounce of my spirit down currently. dunno if work my problem or what is root cause really.

 

i dunno if im going crazy or if this is just some symptoms of depression or some shit but i been having some vivid dreams that feel so real, but the fucked up thing is its not fantasy shit its its just like i re-live my shitty real life when i go bed, i never recharge and my mind is racing in full adrenaline mode all day shaking & stuff and i confuse shit that happen between them and dunno what is real and what isnt anymore, my brain is fried. think i broke my metabolism again too. i feel so exhausted when i wake up and its been getting worse each day. i get confused between which one is real and hwich one is the fake dream, i had a convo with my boss and i swear it was fukin dejavu, most days feel like iuve already done the same shit.  my realization that i was officially crazy was when i found out it was in 'my other life' i been doing work on one of my projects to push it across the deadline but in this 'life' turns out i had barely done anything on it for two weeks and the critical milestone is due today. im gonna tell my boss the truth tomorrow , or in my dream or whatever and find out if company has counselling or someshit. we had 2 more ppl from our team resign today. thats like 3 ppl who left this year, 2 of which joined this year too!  we were already down 2 heads and now with this the worklaod gonna get more shitty. i need out but cant afford to just gap it either , the big boss says its too hard to find experienced people to join our team and that 'things will get better soon <insert OP will surely deliver skeleton pic here>

 

 

**** full potatoe crew checking in ****

 

not sure what to do from here. pls respond gymnation. things get good then i f*ck it all up again with wierd shit like this. was afraid i would turn in to certain other member of this forum if i medicate but maybe i should consider? or it would just be worse? should i just go full yolo mode and end burning out bright rather than drag this shit out?

[HarryB]

Life is dragging shit out. People were much happier when old was 30 and people died in their mid 20s.