I know nothing about TRT, HRT or Steroids, so I have a few questions.. What is the safest steroid option or therapy ? Can I low dose for a few cycles and keep some of the gains when I come off? Where can I get this stuff? Is there any natural alternatives that actually work? I have been lifting on and off for about 6 years and been considering taking something to help. I'm 41 years old, probably low on testosterone, alot of stress and relationship issues. Lately it feels like I'm struggling to maintain size and avoid catabolism But I think I have an ok body for my age but I know I can achieve better. Diet is on and off, a bit of insomnia. I can naturally I can have a decent build but the amount of commitment, time, work and consistency it takes for me to maintain such a body is difficult due to other responsibilities. Please help, would appreciate any advice especially from experienced users of members currently on therapy. Here is a photo of me below when I've been at my best. Have other photos under ideal lighting and looking more lean and aesthetic but this shows a bit of size. 90kgs, still soft around the midsectiion with obvious fat showing.